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Live at the Way Out Club, 2​/​25​/​98

by Geeks with Guns

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1.
Hanging out with hangers-on And strangers in the night Zombies shuffle slowly in And curse flourescent light Coffee spoons are swaying To the jukebox melodies If we can't agree on years Agree on centuries at the slackjaw diner Kevin's got a dream or two And Kevin's got a plan Sitting at the corner booth Beside the flim-flam man Salad forks don't rock the boat They're trained to know their place If you can't see eye to eye At least see face to face at the slackjaw diner Aging divorcee behind a nametag spelling Mabel Takes my plates before I'm even done I don't think there's any real sugar at this table Ask her for some and she'll bring you one All we have in common is A lack of things to do You knew that you'd find me here And I knew I'd find you Butter knives lie waiting Just to cut the story short If I can't make money Then I'll do it for the sport at the slackjaw diner
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t hurts too much to feel the touch Of singular desire My eggs aren't in one basket 'Cos I threw them on the fire I won't erase the empty space That borders on our souls When you stare into my green eyes You're looking through black holes I had sweet perfection At the time I didn't know I found solace somewhere But that was so long ago That was so long ago It makes me feel that much more real When I cut myself up I pour out as a river And I offer you the cup It's only fair to try to care And see things as you do But how can I be certain That your vision is as true
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My bitch goddess Fame Never calls my name If she was in need of a ghost for her gallery I'd take the position regardless of salary All I hope for is everything, everything All I ask for is something that I'll never have Freeze my space in time Make my life sublime And when my conceptions are no longer radical I promise to take an extended sabbatical Don't get me wrong, life is good But why should I settle for that When it could be a star-studded dream A 24 hour vacation in peaches and cream This is my appeal: Make a better deal 'Cos I have gained nothing by losing my purity Except the rewards of my total obscurity
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Want 03:36
you were asleep at the wheel that night when I slipped from my senses and out of your sight I ushered myself through the manicured grounds while my progress was measured in ounces and pounds in make-believe cities I cried out for pity and zombies make note of the root of my problem: I only want the things that I can't have you were not pushed but you stumbled and fell all aghast with the knowledge I'd seeded your well but nobody twisted your arm out of joint and the proof's in the pudding each time that you point I've been through the motions I've humored your notions and zombies make note of the root of my problem I only want the things I've left behind you were slow dancing and asked me to join but the offer hit me like a kick to the groin I tried to decline but I couldn't resist the hand on my shoulder, the blade at my wrist in times of confusion I foster illusion and zombies make note of the root of my problem I only want the things that make me ill
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I Ain't Home 03:19
I've got a little tale of woe to lay upon your ears I make a little money and it promptly disappears when suddenly the bill collector calls me on the phone I would've said I wasn't here if I had only known tell the collector, tell him I ain't home it's the only way I know to make him leave me alone this woman that I used to date just called the other day she talks an awful lot but doesn't have a thing to say I haven't got the heart to tell her how I really feel so next time that she calls me up, let's make a little deal tell my ex-girlfriend, tell her I ain't home it's the only way I know to make her leave me alone don't want delivered issues of the Sunday New York Times or illustrated coffee table books on famous crimes won't represent the tastes of any demographic group or buy some pricey candy to support your Boy Scout troop tell everybody, tell them I ain't home it's the only way I know to make them leave me alone
9.
when the world starts going your way you won't know how to react even in your finest moments you are just this side of cracked I've heard all of your excuses but I can see it in your eyes you're perfect in every way too beautiful to betray a superstar in disguise just another unpaid actress dreaming of the Great White Way feel the well worn stage beneath you feel the real world go away there is fortune for the lucky and hope for everyone who tries I feel the need to suggest that you're the best of the best a superstar in disguise please stick around for a while 'cos I've grown fond of that smile please stick around for a bit 'cos I've been counting on it don't you give in, don't you give up don't wait 'til the thrill is gone if you ever make the big time you could turn the whole world on compliments aren't legal tender but rest assured I tell no lies you're perfect in every way too beautiful to betray a superstar in disguise
10.
Things fall apart, your best plans fail You try to make it to the top and land in jail Things fall apart, you crash and burn You only get a fraction of the things you earn Why, why, I’m telling you why As if you didn’t know You think it crass to kiss the ass Of Mr. So-and-So Why, why, I’m telling you why Like it changes a thing You wouldn’t sell your soul to hell Or bow before the king Things fall apart, you’re shown the door Your best performance is on the cutting room floor Things fall apart, you learn to bleed You’ve still got several friends but not the ones you need Things fall apart, you try to pray But you don’t know who to or what you ought to say Things fall apart, you are no one You want to give up but you don’t know how that’s done
11.
Dead presidents march out the door In times of peace and times of war It's never less, it's always more You'll miss it if you blink Collectors' cups collect their dust In honor of this boom of bust No one to blame, no one to trust And nothing left to drink Freedom ain't free when it comes for a price And my bargaining chip is a roll of the dice Paradise don't live here anymore If last year I'd the guts to be Forever only twenty-three Would I have been allowed to see Myself at twenty-four The ghost that haunts the shopping malls As penance for long-distance calls And endless ATM withdrawals Shoplifting evermore I could save up for better days By making these days worse So blame it on my lazy ways Or blame it on a curse
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An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth A glory hole in every porno booth We live by the sword, we die by the sword We would be ashamed if we weren't so bored Lost in the zoo Slinging the mud Hypocrites rule Circle of Blood Don't tell me those freaks are misunderstood I'll make them die slow, though death is too good It's justice we want, why wait for the law I know what I think, who cares what you saw The whole thing's a hoax, the whole thing is fixed Your credit's no good, your birthright's been nixed The tragically tight are currently loose They gave you the rope, but you made the noose
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Lucky Man 04:48
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Hey there, hometown hero Haven't seen you in a while You can't disguise your frowning eyes By putting on a smile Hey there, landslide sculptor You demolish with a touch And amputate your leg To justify another crutch You're too much There's a devil in the bottle There's a demon in the can There's a madness to your method And a monster in the man Well, we used to grin and bear it But we had to change our plan For the devil in the bottle And the demon in the can Hey there, hometown hero Didn't you say you'd gone straight It failure is what drive you Then you won't have long to wait Hey there, party crasher Can't avoid if you if I try I can't stand the suspense of Sitting here to watch you die Silly guy Hey there, hometown hero Take your head out of your ass The logic's left your lectures And the teacher has no class Hey there, liquid lemming Hope you're finally truly glad You've drive off the only Honest friends you ever had That's too bad
15.
White Room 06:52
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we compromise our pride for crusts of bread scraps off the master’s plate our creature comforts and necessities are clearly second rate we’re at the mercy of a wealthy few that we have never met dealing in legal tender currency and our sweat, and our sweat, and our sweat we trade our freedoms for a gilded cage and other foolish things we ask, “how high” when we are told to jump twitch when they pull the strings we’re at the mercy of a ruling class that never knows regret building an empire with commodity and out sweat, and our sweat, and our sweat somebody’s always needy, somebody’s always greedy while most face mediocrity but there are no solutions, just different institutions just different forms of tyranny
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we compromise our pride for crusts of bread scraps off the master’s plate our creature comforts and necessities are clearly second rate we’re at the mercy of a wealthy few that we have never met dealing in legal tender currency and our sweat, and our sweat, and our sweat we trade our freedoms for a gilded cage and other foolish things we ask, “how high” when we are told to jump twitch when they pull the strings we’re at the mercy of a ruling class that never knows regret building an empire with commodity and out sweat, and our sweat, and our sweat somebody’s always needy, somebody’s always greedy while most face mediocrity but there are no solutions, just different institutions just different forms of tyranny
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Hey there, hometown hero Haven't seen you in a while You can't disguise your frowning eyes By putting on a smile Hey there, landslide sculptor You demolish with a touch And amputate your leg To justify another crutch You're too much There's a devil in the bottle There's a demon in the can There's a madness to your method And a monster in the man Well, we used to grin and bear it But we had to change our plan For the devil in the bottle And the demon in the can Hey there, hometown hero Didn't you say you'd gone straight It failure is what drive you Then you won't have long to wait Hey there, party crasher Can't avoid if you if I try I can't stand the suspense of Sitting here to watch you die Silly guy Hey there, hometown hero Take your head out of your ass The logic's left your lectures And the teacher has no class Hey there, liquid lemming Hope you're finally truly glad You've drive off the only Honest friends you ever had That's too bad
22.
t hurts too much to feel the touch Of singular desire My eggs aren't in one basket 'Cos I threw them on the fire I won't erase the empty space That borders on our souls When you stare into my green eyes You're looking through black holes I had sweet perfection At the time I didn't know I found solace somewhere But that was so long ago That was so long ago It makes me feel that much more real When I cut myself up I pour out as a river And I offer you the cup It's only fair to try to care And see things as you do But how can I be certain That your vision is as true
23.
24.
Things fall apart, your best plans fail You try to make it to the top and land in jail Things fall apart, you crash and burn You only get a fraction of the things you earn Why, why, I’m telling you why As if you didn’t know You think it crass to kiss the ass Of Mr. So-and-So Why, why, I’m telling you why Like it changes a thing You wouldn’t sell your soul to hell Or bow before the king Things fall apart, you’re shown the door Your best performance is on the cutting room floor Things fall apart, you learn to bleed You’ve still got several friends but not the ones you need Things fall apart, you try to pray But you don’t know who to or what you ought to say Things fall apart, you are no one You want to give up but you don’t know how that’s done
25.
My bitch goddess Fame Never calls my name If she was in need of a ghost for her gallery I'd take the position regardless of salary All I hope for is everything, everything All I ask for is something that I'll never have Freeze my space in time Make my life sublime And when my conceptions are no longer radical I promise to take an extended sabbatical Don't get me wrong, life is good But why should I settle for that When it could be a star-studded dream A 24 hour vacation in peaches and cream This is my appeal: Make a better deal 'Cos I have gained nothing by losing my purity Except the rewards of my total obscurity
26.
you were asleep at the wheel that night when I slipped from my senses and out of your sight I ushered myself through the manicured grounds while my progress was measured in ounces and pounds in make-believe cities I cried out for pity and zombies make note of the root of my problem: I only want the things that I can't have you were not pushed but you stumbled and fell all aghast with the knowledge I'd seeded your well but nobody twisted your arm out of joint and the proof's in the pudding each time that you point I've been through the motions I've humored your notions and zombies make note of the root of my problem I only want the things I've left behind
27.
Dead presidents march out the door In times of peace and times of war It's never less, it's always more You'll miss it if you blink Collectors' cups collect their dust In honor of this boom of bust No one to blame, no one to trust And nothing left to drink Freedom ain't free when it comes for a price And my bargaining chip is a roll of the dice Paradise don't live here anymore If last year I'd the guts to be Forever only twenty-three Would I have been allowed to see Myself at twenty-four The ghost that haunts the shopping malls As penance for long-distance calls And endless ATM withdrawals Shoplifting evermore I could save up for better days By making these days worse So blame it on my lazy ways Or blame it on a curse
28.
when the world starts going your way you won't know how to react even in your finest moments you are just this side of cracked I've heard all of your excuses but I can see it in your eyes you're perfect in every way too beautiful to betray a superstar in disguise just another unpaid actress dreaming of the Great White Way feel the well worn stage beneath you feel the real world go away there is fortune for the lucky and hope for everyone who tries I feel the need to suggest that you're the best of the best a superstar in disguise please stick around for a while 'cos I've grown fond of that smile please stick around for a bit 'cos I've been counting on it don't you give in, don't you give up don't wait 'til the thrill is gone if you ever make the big time you could turn the whole world on compliments aren't legal tender but rest assured I tell no lies you're perfect in every way too beautiful to betray a superstar in disguise
29.
An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth A glory hole in every porno booth We live by the sword, we die by the sword We would be ashamed if we weren't so bored Lost in the zoo Slinging the mud Hypocrites rule Circle of Blood Don't tell me those freaks are misunderstood I'll make them die slow, though death is too good It's justice we want, why wait for the law I know what I think, who cares what you saw The whole thing's a hoax, the whole thing is fixed Your credit's no good, your birthright's been nixed The tragically tight are currently loose They gave you the rope, but you made the noose

about

A deep dive into the brain hive of the archive brings us Brian Andrew Marek's short-lived, prog-leaning, pre-Rocket Park band, playing the Way Out Club (at its original Cherokee Street address) in 1998. Includes a bonus 54 minutes of rough rehearsal recordings from February 11th of that year. All previously unreleased!

BaM's recollections, circa 2000:

During the demise of Popcorn in late 1997, Brian Andrew Marek pondered two possible options for his next project - join the Highway Matrons (Andrew Alleman had recently left the band) or form a progressive rock band. Although Brian sat in on a number of Matrons gigs on Farfisa organ (and a couple on bass), no offer to join the group was forthcoming, and he decided to pursue the later path. Marek worked with Civil Tones guitarist Robin Allen on incidental music for the Way Out Christmas Pageant during December and vowed to start working on the new concept in January.

Brian jammed with guitarist Zannie (later of Death Row Bodine) and cellist Mitsu Saito, but neither seemed very interested in his music or his vision for the band. Old friend Richard Claverie was more receptive, and signed on to play a variety of wind instruments (alto and tenor saxophones, flute, recorder, pennywhistle), percussion, and backing vocals. While discussions about the band were underway, Richard met a drummer named Greg Lambing at a party, and longtime Marek cohort Tim Bess expressed his interest to contribute fretless bass guitar. Brian also posted "musicians wanted" ads in a number of local music stores and one of the respondents was keyboard virtuoso Jim Goeddel.

Marek gathered these musicians (along with a guitarist whose name has been forgotten) together in his basement, gave them some rudimentary chord sheets, and accompanied them with acoustic guitar, additional keyboards, and lead vocals. The results were breathtaking to everyone present - the level of musicianship in the room (aside from the aforementioned guitarist) was so high that the songs sounded incredibly tight and professional on the first run-through! To replace the slightly overwhelmed and bewildered guitarist, Brian once again looked to his past and called on Robert Hanlon. Robert's superior guitar skills and prog-rock leanings made him an ideal choice.

At first the band played only Marek's songs, but several members expressed the wish to collectively author some compositions, and some heavy jamming resulted in two new group tunes, "Looking At Her Lookalike" and "Let Me Down" (which featured lyrics leftover from a Fuzz Sculpture song). Both featured extended improvisation passages and shifts in time signature championed by the band's hardcore prog-rockers, Robert Hanlon and Jim Goeddel.

Many names were suggested and discarded for the group, including Brian's suggestion Flowers of Evil (taken from the title of a Mountain album and a line from a negative review of the Velvet Underground). Tim Bess finally came up with the popular favorite, Geeks With Guns, after a phrase he'd read on somebody's web page. Everybody got a good laugh out of the name and appreciated its twin connotations of intelligence and aggression which seemed appropriate to the band's music. Brian quickly created the unforgettable logo of the bespectacled nerd and his Tarantino-esque handgun and modeled the lettering off the box from an old early '80's home video game system!

Geeks With Guns played their first gig at the Way Out Club on Wednesday, February 25th, supporting the Highway Matrons. A tape made of this performance reveals that the sound was skewed too heavily in favor of keyboards, that Greg Lambing's drums were lost amidst the massed instrumentation, that Robert Hanlon's guitar tone was too trebly to make its presence known, and that Richard Claverie was having a difficult time soloing over the changes. Despite these shortcomings, the band had a unique sound and received a warm reception from the crowd.

Barely a month old, the group was already experiencing some heavy internal tension. The diversity of the players' backgrounds meant different agendas, opinions, and priorities. Hanlon and Goeddel leaned towards hardcore prog-rock, extended suites, and a focus on collectively authored material; Claverie preferred jazz; Marek wanted to continue with his prog-inspired (but essentially pop) songwriting; Lambing wanted to do something heavier and more "rock"; Bess wanted to inject more of a disco/funk influence into the mix. As a result of these tensions, Greg Lambing was the first to bail, stating that the next gig would be his last with the band.

That "next gig" was at Soho Cyber Café on Saturday, March 7th. The internal strife was becoming apparent even on stage at this point, but this actually improved the music - it was darked, more improvisational, a desparate tug of war between hostile forces. Much of the material was concocted on the spot and based around simple droning riffs, including a pseudo-raga passage, a chord progression that later became "One More Sunrise", and even the main riff of a Black Sabbath song!

With one more show approaching and no new prospects for a drummer, Brian Andrew Marek ended up manning the sticks himself while still attempting to provide lead vocals. The resulting performance (St. Patrick's Day 1998 at the Way Out Club) was little short of a disaster thanks to two factors - Tim Bess unaccountably failed to show up for the gig, forcing Jim Goeddel to fill out the sound with some keyboard bass, and Marek got a little too drunk for his own good. To say that the band "got through" the gig is an understatement; it'd be more appropriate to say that they survived it!

Nobody had to resign at this point; it was pretty much understood amongst everybody that they'd had quite enough. Brian and Richard worked together informally for a while, waiting for something to happen. In the end, though, a phone call from former Popcorn drummer Eric Moore led to Marek and Moore forming what would eventually become Rocket Park.

Geeks With Guns gigs

2/25/98
The Way Out Club
with the Highway Matrons
BaM - acoustic guitar, keyboards and lead vocals
Richard Claverie - saxophones, recorders and backing vocals
Jim Goeddel - keyboards and backing vocals
Robert Hanlon - lead guitar and backing vocals
Tim Bess - fretless bass guitar
Greg Lambing - drums

3/7/98
Soho Cyber Café
same lineup as 2/25/98

3/17/98
The Way Out Club
BaM - drums and lead vocals
Richard Claverie - saxophones, recorders and backing vocals
Jim Goeddel - keyboards, keyboard bass and backing vocals
Robert Hanlon - lead guitar and backing vocals

credits

released February 25, 1998

Brian Andrew Marek - lead vocals, keyboards, & acoustic guitar
Tim Bess - fretless bass guitar
Richard Claverie - sax, recorder, & percussion
Jim Goeddel - keyboards
Robert Hanlon - lead guitar & harmony vocals
Greg Lambing - drums

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