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Far & Away (More or Less)

by Brian Andrew Marek

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1.
Merry Christmas, cannon fodder life is odd and getting odder snake oil sold because you bought it you're diseased and millions caught it the fix is in happy birthday, happy campers you're all wet but still get damper all this madness is contagious all the rage is all outrageous the fix is in better luck next time, old timers all you falling social climbers your manipulators hate you and your hate manipulates you the fix is in
2.
Loveshine 02:36
I love the way you shine when you don't shine I love the way you shine when you do I've loved the way you shine for a long time and all that I can ask of you is you I love the way you smile when you don't smile I love the way you smile when you do I've loved the way you smile for a long while and all that I can ask of you is you shine on 'cos you know how much it means to me smile on 'cos you know that's something I would like to see I love the way you shine when you don't shine I love the way you shine when you do I've loved the way you shine for a long time and all that I can ask of you is you
3.
who will you go to and where will you run just to escape me, my darling young one there'll be another and there'll be a last there'll be no future for those with a past and I'm no longer concealing that I just stare at the ceiling and sadly wait for the feeling to pass I was no monster the last time I checked I'm just a suspect who's always suspect full of both spoken and unspoken threats miles of hindsight and tons of regrets and I'm no longer concealing that I just stare at the ceiling and sadly wait for the feeling to pass you're so afraid of me and what you've made of me you go weak I'm so afraid of you and what I've made of you I can't speak what will I tell them, what will I say when they come asking if you've been away maybe I'll tell them you split for the coast and hope they don't see your malevolent ghost and I'm no longer concealing that I just stare at the ceiling and sadly wait for the feeling to pass
4.
hark, the light that softly breaks the stillness of my gloom the permanent protection of my temporary room you can't outrun the setting sun you can't outfox the hound so what good are you anyway why are you hanging 'round who's that calling on the phone oh no, you don't exist I took your portraits off my wall and crossed you off my list I couldn't use the tears I've cried to fill a Dixie cup so what do you expect of me why are you hanging up tell me of your tragedies a rawness I can touch I'll offer my condolences and think of you too much you know I'll always think of you you know I'll always care it makes me hurt to see you hurt why are you hanging there
5.
you can get your kicks right here in Nowheresville if you've got a little bit of time to kill you can't take it all but you can get your fill you can get your kicks right here in Nowheresville it's all too much but not enough I'm looking good but I'm feeling rough burning from the inside out didn't quite know where I was when I awoke smelling just like condom lube and campfire smoke let me have another beer, another toke didn't quite know where I was when I awoke it's all too much but not enough I'm looking good but I'm feeling rough burning from the inside out you can get your kicks in almost any place if you're not particular about the face do the deed then disappear without a trace you can get your kicks in almost any place it's all too much but not enough I'm looking good but I'm feeling rough burning from the inside out
6.
I'm having dreams about having dreams that keep me up at night I toss and turn and I turn and toss 'til I just turn on the light phantom itches, handsome riches going underground my mosaic is too prosaic now that I have found the fury of the sound I'm seeing scenes that go unseen they flash at me all day the only clue is residue when they have gone away phantom itches, handsome riches going underground my mosaic is too prosaic now that I have found the fury of the sound and when I wake up I'll still be alone disoriented and disappointed and when I wake up I'll still be a lonely old fool I'm having dreams about having dreams that keep me up at night I toss and turn and I turn and toss 'til I just turn on the light phantom itches, handsome riches going underground my mosaic is too prosaic now that I have found the fury of the sound
7.
Making love in a shack by the shore on a full moon night Skipping stones ‘til they fall off the edge of the world Watch the gulls wheel and glide overhead at the end of day A convertible trip with a beautiful girl Something’s gotta give ‘cos I’ve got no time to live And I think I’ll go insane if I don’t get myself back to Maine Doo doo doo (etc.) I want to eat bagels in Bangor with you in these towns that were founded in Benjamin Franklin’s day Little lighthouses watch over watery peaks Buy a novel to read on the beach as the sun goes down While the loons on the water snatch life in their beaks Something’s gotta give ‘cos I’ve got no time to live And I think I’ll go insane if I don’t get myself back to Maine Doo doo doo (etc.) I want to eat bagels in Bangor with you It may sound like a whim bound to slip from a fickle mind It may sound like impossible pipe dreams deferred But it’s good for my body and twice as good for my soul And I’ll be on the next plane if you say the word Something’s gotta give ‘cos I’ve got no time to live And I think I’ll go insane if I don’t get myself back to Maine Doo doo doo (etc.) I want to eat bagels in Bangor with you
8.
sickroom, sickroom, white on white Sunday afternoon praying for deliverance preparing for my doom who is watching over me is she some kind of nurse why do I feel better when I know I'm getting worse I got the fear, I got the fear lost inside my head lost inside this bed lost inside another drama panic, panic, grey on grey existential dread what is all this background noise that's rumblin' thru my head who is watching over me to judge my every move why do I keep acting like I've got something to prove I got the fear, I got the fear lost inside my head lost inside this bed lost inside another drama tell me why I can't cry show me how I could use it right now sickroom, sickroom, white on white Sunday afternoon someone write my epitaph upon a white balloon take it to the highest point that's reasonably near let it float to heaven as reminder I was here I got the fear, I got the fear lost inside my head lost inside this bed lost inside another drama
9.
Melt 04:10
I'm calling you from twenty-five light years away to share another inside joke and though the fact remains I'm here and you are there your voice has made me glad we spoke your touch would melt me right now I'm looking at a picture of you on the wall to find I'm lost within a stare and though a photograph is only a mirage your face has made me glad it's there your touch would melt me right now time is flowing time is slowing the time is growing near I'm waiting for the day I finally return to find you waiting patiently and though I'm not always the kindest to myself your love has made me glad I'm me your touch would melt me right now
10.
I've been down, subterranean I've been crowned on the cranium it's a gone, gone, get along, get good time for your gone, gone, get along, get good rhyme it's a fine little kettle of fish that you put me in I've been lost, or at least misplaced I've been tossed into outer space it's a gone, gone, get along, get good day for your gone, gone, get along, get good ways it's a fine little kettle of fish that you put me in I've been down, subterranean I've been crowned on the cranium it's a gone, gone, get along, get good time for your gone, gone, get along, get good crime it's a fine little kettle of fish that you put me in
11.
we ought to wait but we cannot we cross the tracks you cry, "my foot's caught" I'll stay with you, Mary though you beg me to go I'll stay with you, Mary though the ground rumbles down below the flagman tries so hard but fails to pull your leg out from the steel rails I'll stay with you, Mary though you beg me to go I'll stay with you, Mary though the ground rumbles down below I shield you from the iron horse once last embrace as we're hit full force I'll stay with you, Mary though you beg me to go I'll stay with you, Mary though the ground rumbles down below
12.
Empath Blues 02:39
I wish you were an empath so I could get some empathy I wish you were an empath so I could get some empathy I wish you were an empath so you could know the real me the real me I wish that I was simple so I could get some sympathy I wish that I was simple so I could get some sympathy I wish that I was simple so I could know simplicity simplicity I wish you were an empath so I could get some empathy I wish you were an empath so I could get some empathy I wish you were an empath so you could know the real me the real me
13.
I take the fire pole down the rabbit hole to my next injury I beg and plead for eyes self-mythologize and get no sympathy and what you call real these solid things you touch and feel I'm telling you they're no big deal no more I start with just a note edit what I wrote flesh out the harmonies I swing my lucky charm sounding the alarm to all my enemies and what you call real these solid things you touch and feel I'm telling you they're no big deal no more time to ask the brain press on or refrain which is my destiny tired of the game or tired of the shame which is the real me and what you call real these solid things you touch and feel I'm telling you they're no big deal no more

about

Thirteen tracks, eclectic in their diversity and honest in their intent. Written in joy and written in sorrow. Recorded on the run, in and out of my comfort zone. Completed far & away from the uncertainties that began it... more or less.

Building on a base of classic pop/rock songwriting but informed by a dizzying array of disparate influences, Brian Andrew Marek brings you thirteen tracks of earworm melodies with plenty of twists and turns along the way.

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released December 8, 2017

Beck Boston - harmony vocals on 3, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 & 11
Langen Neubacher - harmony vocals on 3
Donnie O'Laughlin - drums on 7
Michael Thompson - guitar solos on 7
all other vocals and instruments by BaM

written, engineered, produced & mixed by BaM
(with production assistance by Michael Thompson)
recorded in various exotic locales, 2015-2017

cloud photo by Cat Pick
BaM photo by BaM

thank you to all of the above plus
Nathan & Ginnifer Brown, Fred Friction, Hartford Coffee,
Robert Hedges, the good ship KDHX and all who sail with it,
Carlye Lehnen, Rob Matzker, Eric Moore, Dan O'Connell,
Kjle Risch & Skye Lacerte, Jason Warren
and anybody I forgot to mention

brianandrewmarek.bandcamp.com

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